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adventurousHemlock5271
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This little guy's name is Tank. I think he's about 7 years old. He is the best dog I've ever had. He does not act like a normal Chihuahua. He and I have saved each other and he is the reason that I keep going.

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how do you deal with the death of a loved one?
35 & Over Community / by adventurousHemlock5271
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 September 7th
...See more I just lost my granny in October of 2025.  This was almost a year ago.  She was like a mother to me and more of a mother than my own mother was.  I lost my mother in December of 2004.  My granny was always telling me things that I should have listened to about life.  One day I told her that I wish I would have listened to her many years ago.  She just wanted the best for me.  I was her first grandson and she let it slip one day that I was her favorite. She left me a nice chunk of money.  What did I do with it?  It's all gone now.  Most of the money went to drugs.  I was smoking meth for three years.  Today I am two weeks clean! I didn't go to the funeral.  I didn't go to the funeral when my mom died.  I was in prison at the time in another state.  When my granny died in October of 2025, i told the family that i wasn't going to the funeral and wanted to be left alone.  i don't have anything left now.  i don't have anyone i can turn to to perhaps just talk. i'm lost, i really am.  i don't know how to pick up and move on.  right now i don't have a job.  i will soon be in danger of losing my apartment if something doesn't happen soon.  i quit my job about 6 months ago when the laundromat i worked in got sold.  the new owners were and still are nothing but trash.  i had worked at the laundromat for 13 years!  that was the longest job i've ever had.  now i have nothing!
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