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adventurousPine5840
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Self-Sabotaging
Relationship Stress / by adventurousPine5840
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 January 19th, 2019
...See more I have the absolute best boyfriend in the world. We've been dating for about a month. My last relationship caused a lot of emotional problems for me (it was borderline abusive-- I didn't realize how much damage it did until I got into this one). I basically feel like I'm not worthy of my boyfriend, and that I'm a nuisance, and I've straight up told him multiple times I think he should break up with me because he can do so much better and I'm not worth his time. Every time we discuss this, he sits there crying, saying over and over again "why won't you let me have you?" It breaks my heart every time. But I'm so deathly afraid I'm going to end up hurting him, or I'm going to be too emotionally draining on him and he's going to end up like me down the road. I don't want to break up with him. He is the sweetest soul. But I'm so scared that I'm going to hurt him. I'm basically trying to sabotage everything for myself without even letting him have a say. What do I do? Should I just go ahead and break up with him so he can move on with his life and find someone that actually deserves him?
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