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I can't cope with ending up alone
Depression Support / by affectionateTown1365
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 October 30th, 2020
...See more Hi everyone, I know I'll be single for the rest of my life and I'll never get married or have kids and it's killing me. I'm hideous and it's impossible a girl would ever like me. And it's fine. No woman deserves to be with someone like me. There are million of normal guys out there, so I understand them. Knowing I'll never experience loving someone that loves me back hurts. I haven't slept well in months, since I spend my nights thinking and suffering about this. Every time I see a couple walking in the street it makes me want to cry. Even seeing pictures or tv shows where romance is involved hurts and makes me sad. This was something that gave meaning to my life and, since it's impossible, I don't see the point of getting out of bed every morning or living anymore. What's the point? Life isn't worth this pain and I'm scared of being a 70 something, feeling regret and sadness and just waiting to die. If this hurts now, I can't imagine how painful with be in the future. I dont want to get sad knowing Ill never get a girlfriend, get married, have kids and spend our lives together. I just want to accept my fate and stop worrying about something I cant change. Or at least be able to sleep well and be somewhat happy being alone. What can I do? How can I keep going? My life is a living hell right now and I don't want to suffer like this for the rest of my life.
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