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alien519
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attempting anorexia recovery

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Eating Disorder Support / by alien519
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 July 9th, 2025
...See more sometimes i really try to do or lift or hold something and physically can't and i remember that wow, prolonged severe anorexia really did atrophy my muscles, and all i wanna do is tell the kid who started trying to gain back control through starvation all those years ago that no, it is not worth it. none of it is worth it at all. the way it literally rewires your brain is the most ***-up form of psychological torture. recovery is so *** tough man i got past the first psychologically and physically hellish stage and somehow didn't die from refeeding, so now i keep slipping between almost-healthier and then back into the scary zone. bc i keep accidentally restricting. i want to get the worms out of my brain. get these *** thoughts and urges and perceptions out
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