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How do I carry on?
Trauma Support / by amarie7188
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July 23rd, 2021
...See more Ok, I've read a lot of stories here. Most of which are probably worse off than mine. But I am struggling so hard today. It started with my teen daughters depression. She wouldn't come out of her room. Found out she was cutting in there, and that's why. She spent a year and a half pushing me away, despite me begging her to come out. Begging her to open up and let me in. Would not. So finally got her into therapy. There she told the therapist she had thoughts of jumping off the new school gym built across the street from our house. Long story short, she was hospitalized for a week and a half. Came back, got a little better but nerves were still bad. Was put on antidepressants, still going through therapy. Then she got into a relationship, which they broke up with her. And one day her friend contacted me and said she was withdrawing from everyone and saying scary things that she may end up doing something she'd regret. Then, I got texts that she was going to move in with her dad th first chance she got. He's not been around very much. Now, she's moved in with him. 4 hours away. My family went through all this too, (we have a son who's 9) and now that she's gone..we don't know what to do with ourselves. Feels like our family was torn apart. Oh, and she acts like she hates me th majority of the time and won't text much at all. I feel like I'm grieving. I feel exhausted. I am at work right now, wishing I were at home in my bed. I'm depressed now. How do I carry on? Friends are more like aquaintences, and way too busy to hang out. I feel alone. Husband is the only one who I have. But sometimes, I need to talk to someone different. Anyone else going through anything similar??
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