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ambitiousCoconut3738
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sexual abuse.
Trauma Support / by ambitiousCoconut3738
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 April 21st, 2015
...See more I am nearly 18 and I am a girl. I am more of an introvert. I dont like all the unnecessary dramas of people. When I was about 9 years old, i underwent sexual abuse from a family member. he was actually a cousin. he used to come home and ask me to touch him. one day he tried anal sex with me. however he could not continue as I remember being awfully hurt. he pacified me and I said nothing to anyone. at 12 he died in a car accident. my adolescence was okay. this never bothered me till last year I watched a film where the woman was raped. since then i just start crying and shouting. today has been the third time. i cant tell anyone bc i dont knw if they will believe me. all of them are still like pained that he died such a tragic death except me ofC. i would really like to stop getting these whenver i watch someone being raped on. at times I feel dirty but I know that even 1000 baths won't remedy to my problems. please :)
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