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amicableField8118
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No energy
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July 31st
...See more Hi everyone. Thank you for your time. I'm sorry, my words might confuse you as they confuse me too. I don't know what's going on anymore. Imagination, feeling, real or just a phase. I'm running low on energy both mentally and physically. Being lazy all day, lost even 10 min focus for work.  From, I don't know, 2 years? I've been going through episodes of feeling down and energetic. I'm overthinking, or imagining don't know. My energy levels mentally suddenly go high and suddenly go very down. I've been not able to complete a single work before last minute from a couple of months. I'm unable to read, exercise, or just live. My mind is heavy but feels empty too.  Today I woke up at 7:30am, been awake till 11:50am, didn't even brush my teeth in between. Slept again at 12:00pm, and woke up at 02:40pm.. I feel really tired even after sleeping, I had to push myself so hard to clean my room, brush my teeth and to even have something to eat.  I want to read, I want to ace my classes, I want to atleast be able to study for an hour.. I've been trying, trying, from a very long time... I sleep every night with regret. Wake up feeling really tired.  There's no one I can talk to about this... My parents, they've been scolding me very badly for my grades, calling me worthless, disgust, and what not.. Not a single friend with whom I can talk to. Im trying, i'm trying to make my life better honestly.. I even tried taking small steps first without trying to do everything at once, it also failed, I keep trying, still... I want to end everything for good. I'm even useless at this point. But I want to continue... Atleast with a hope that I can do something about me... 
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