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amicablePark9441
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Anxiety Ridden
Relationship Stress / by amicablePark9441
Last post
 September 18th, 2023
...See more I’m suffering from a bad anxiety attack tonight. A on and off relationship I’ve been having for over 15 years is starting to eat at me. I had started hooking up with a close friend of mine at the end of high school, we didn’t have much of a relationship but we were close and hooked up a lot. I eventually started dating someone else, we moved on. A few years later in college, we started talking again. He moved a few hours away for college so we were apart, at this time I ended up hooking up with someone else because we weren’t exclusive, this hurt him pretty bad and messed up our chance at a good relationship before it began. We ended things and started dating other people. Fast forward, 5 or 6 years later, we become close again and then officially started a relationship. It was good for the most part until, I think our past trauma caught up with us. He has trouble letting some things go. Additionally, he felt like he needed to get his life sorted out before we could have one together. We dated for about 3 years and he broke things off. Now today, almost 2 years after that break up, we are still dealing with each other. Not a relationship, but we still talk and hook up. I still care for him and vice versa but I’ve been having a lot of stress lately because I’m getting older and I feel like I need to move on but I’m still in love with him. Everytime I bring this up, he mentions that he can’t give that to me and because of that he understands if I move on. However when I started too he was backpedaling a bit and screwed with my head because he started to care. But then he gets turned off over the fact that I’m pushing a relationship on him when we discuss our future. I’ve been such a wreck these last few weeks, I’m scared to move on because I know for sure our relationship is done. I don’t think it can survive another break to just get back together again. Idk what to do.
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Feeling super overwhelmed
35 & Over Community / by amicablePark9441
Last post
 October 3rd, 2021
...See more my mental Heath has been on the low for a bit. My job has been incredibly draining, my friends have been super shallow and I honestly don’t think I want my relationship anymore, even though it’s the closest friendship I have. I don’t know how to move out of the funk.
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When do you let go in a relationship?
Relationship Stress / by amicablePark9441
Last post
 August 26th, 2019
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