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...See more I broke up just a few days ago. And I know, I don't want him back because I don't deserve the way he treated me. He used me to over his ex and that couldn't happen that's the reason he left me... and this is one of many fuckedup things he has done to me. But, I am just sad about the fact that I wasted so much time this guy. So much of time, energy, love that I would have given to someone else, my family, my autistic brother or even myself. I have blocked him everywhere. But the fact that is not even trying to contact me makes me so sad.... he has done that for his ex... when his ex blocked him he called her using his friends phone. He is not doing that to me. And that makes me so restless and have extreme breakdowns. My exams are coming up I am not able to concentrate because of this. My brother's autism and his behavior is just getting worse I am not giving him proper attention. My parents are worried constantly as their one child has autism and another one is being always sad. I am having such intense sleepless nights that I am falling sick every other day... why is he not contacting me... why didn't he love me... why did I deserve this.... I saw on one of our mutual friends instagram post they all are hanging out and having fun. He is enjoying his life. How can he do this to me? What did do wrong? I know I don't want him back... but I am sad that he doesn't want me back either. Please give me some suggestions on how to stop thinking about him. I am trying to keep myself busy and surround myself with the people who love and care about me. But as soon as I relax I start thinking about what all things wrong he did to me. Ps. I am dyslexic so if there are any grammatical or spelling mistakes please forgive me. 🙏

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