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...See more I just really needed to say this out loud as I'm pretty sure I'll never be able to tell my family I have a little sister, she is now 18 and I am 22. She is a few years younger than me and when we were children we used to go to our grandma's house almost every weekend. We loved being there all the time. My grandmother was with this guy for Many years, they never got married but we called him grandpa ___his name___ When we would stay over we all slept in the same bed. And we always slept the same way going left to right it was always my grandma, me, my sister, and finally "granpa". We did it for months. Then one day my sister got weird and wanted to switch spots with me, it was whatever at the time because my sister always got what she wanted if she cried. Then the night came... all he did was snore and breath down My neck. Smelled of stale cigarettes and beer. And after everyone had fallen asleep i woke up to him grinding and groping me. That night I knew that it was wrong and I had tears rolling down my face. I swore to never let my sister be touched like that and never let her sleep in this spot. I was the older sister, and I needed to protect her. I have never spoken a word about this to any of my family members because I know they will tell me that I'm lying about it. I didn't realize what exactly it was until I got older but by then my grandma and him had been separated after he almost killed her. I have been molested and raped by 3 people. Even though "grandpa" didn't penetrate.... I was 10 years old...and I don't know if I should try to say anything or if I should keep It to myself... I haven't even told my fiance about it.. not a sole knows about my first ever molestation..

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