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angelswillreturn
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hi :) my name is Laura (not my real name but for obvious reasons) I struggle with manic depression and anxiety. I like Twin Peaks and 80's music, and animals!! I heavily relate to Laura Palmer as a victim of incestuous abuse and see myself in her a lot.

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I don't know TW: CSA mention
Trauma Support / by angelswillreturn
Last post
 September 23rd, 2025
...See more Hello, I'm sorry, I know I've already made a similar post and you can check that for more context if you want, but I feel like my trauma of being sexualized by my father when I was younger is invalid because a part of me thinks I am exaggerating. He stopped doing those things when I hit puberty so it's really hard for me to remember anything and I feel so ugly and fat all the time so another part of my brain thinks it's impossible for him to even think of me like that, why would he? what's there to look at? what's worse is that I want him to like me like that, because nobody ever will and because I want the truth. My friend told me I need evidence for the truth to come out and I know that, I'm not stupid, but I just want to know, I want to understand, and I don't.
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Am I Crazy or did it really happen?
Trauma Support / by angelswillreturn
Last post
 August 11th, 2025
...See more Hello, not too long ago a therapist helped me realize that my father has behaved inappropriately towards me in the past. My father used to take pictures of me, and tell me to pose "sexy" and I hated it. I was still fully clothed but I hated it nonetheless. We used to play tag while naked or he'd touch my thigh or kiss my neck. This occured from a very young age until I began puberty, in which he stopped paying attention to me altogether. I always used to feel these random waves of disgust, in the most random of times, like I was the most disgusting thing in the world. I held that in until I finally told my recently therapist but I'm kind of afraid that I am maybe exaggerating or blowing everything out of proportion because I don't remember much but I still live with my father and he's the only one who can provide for me. I want to confront him but I'm beyond terrified. What do I do? Am I making this up or not?
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