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...See more I dont know how to describe it. I go to a really good school, and I make straight A’s but that is not the problem. Everything is too overwhelming for me. I take all advanced classes. Its really stressful for me and I often find myself having a mental breakdown over work every day and just life in general. I ask myself questions like “why does life have to be like this” or “why do i feel like i am falling down this endless pit” Like i said, I dont know how to describe it. Every week I have tests and piles of assignments and its all way too overwhelming and stressful and I’m afraid that I’ll keep spiraling downward until something bad happens and I dont want that. It also doesnt help at all that I dont go to school with my best friend anymore. She goes to a regular school. I want to transfer to school with her, that way maybe everything will be easier. I just feel like I cant breath anyore. I am always studying or doing work (school literally takes up 90% of my life right now) and if its not that then its the family problems I have at home. I think that also has a big impact on how I feel now too, because with my family situation, there is nothing I can do to help. Nothing. I just have to watch my family suffer and I cant do anything. I feel like Im going crazy. I dont feel like myself anymore. I just want everything to be easy. I dont want to be like this, I want things to get better because I dont know how much more of this I can take. Anyways If you read this far thank you so much for taking some time out of your day to listen to my feelings. I just really needed to get them out and Im not good at expressing them so I felt I should write them instead. If anyone has any tips or anything all to help me stop feeling like this I would appreciate it with all my heart.

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