Hi there. I have survived the death of both my parents within the last 2 years. I am a mom of 3 beautiful daughters. I am new to the area and have no friends, it gets lonely. I met my boyfriend when I first moved here 2 years ago and he became abusive verbally and physically 6 months ago and witholds love &affection, no attention or communication. I can't talk about anything with him, problems in our relationship without him attacking me. He has strangled me 4 times and threatened to have people come and beat me up if I try to break up with him. This has affected my mental and emotional health. It set me back in my grieving for my parents and impairs me from making friends. I struggle with deep depression and panic disorder, ADHD and bipolar. He calls me crazy, insane, and psycho because I have to take medication. He had lights anything serious I have to say. I don't know how to get out of the relationship that's wasting my time and I fear him killing me. I have struggled with depression and decision making skills since I was 12yrs old when my parents divorced. I'm not sure if this is the type of bio they are asking for, but I'm giving it a try. I wear a smile all the time to hide my pain. I care about other people, done would say I'm an empath. I'm exhausted most of the time. I have 2 jobs and still can't make all my bills. I miss my mom so bad and my dad too.