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anonyFarm9265
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 February 6th
...See more When I see pictures of myself as a kid or even a teenager, I don't see the same person I am now. I feel like I'm faking who I am, and I struggle talking to my family with sincerity. I can't remember most of my childhood, it's all blurred together. I know it is my head trying to protect me, but I fear the day that something comes out of that locked recess. Sometimes reality doesn't feel real anymore. My close friend group and my partner ground me, but when it is night, everything is alien and wrong. It gets quiet and suddenly I can't rely on the distraction of noise or activity to guide me away. My fear and anxiety keep me awake, terrified the whole night. And when the light finally comes back am I able to sleep, if only for a couple hours, but sleep nonetheless. I wish things were clear again. I miss the simplicity of it.
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