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anonyPear9297
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PathStep 47 Compassion hearts13 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes2 Current upvotes2 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2021 Member sinceSeptember 11, 2015
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Left out
Depression Support / by anonyPear9297
Last post
 September 26th, 2015
...See more I always feel left out of a group of 3 friends. They have been a friends for longer than I have with either one of them. I got close to one coz I was always there when shr was going through something. I had always been there for her. At the time the other friend was abroad. Now that she is back for good, I'm just back to being nobody. They sometimes hang out without me. I tried to be okay with it. I never feel anyone feel left out because I know how it feels. I have experienced it first hand. I always get them included even if it's a stranger. But them being my friends, and after all that I have done for that particular friend, I feel even worse when they don't even tell me they are going to meet up. When I see pictures of them, I get jealous. And I hate that feeling. I hate the fact that I overthink. I hate the fact that no one likes me
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What it's like to be a failure
Depression Support / by anonyPear9297
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 September 13th, 2015
...See more I'm a 23 year old Medical Student and ever since the 5th grade, my grades have gone down each year afterwards. And I remember coming home so scared out of my mind to show my report card. But somehow over the years with my borderline average marks got me here. But even in 5 years of medical school I was aleays the one with the lowest marks. My parents don't know this because I tell them everthing js okay. I have failed at keeping my grades and most importantly relationships. I know I dissapoint everyone. Lately nothing seems to go right in my life. I'm always the replacable one. I don't have a real best friend. All of them have labeled themselves as my best friend. And I can't seem to be happy. It's like I gave forgotten how to be happy. I start to doubt myself and others around me. I feel like I have failed in life. Like there is no coming back. I get jealous easily. About other people's happiness. And my emotions are all over the place. I need some sort of constant in my life.
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