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aquaPenguin3173
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Anxiety Support / by aquaPenguin3173
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 February 18th, 2021
...See more I ended my two-year relationship with my ex. I was very unhappy whenever her temper rises and that always happens. She disrespects me and gaslights but not very aware of her actions. I love her so much but I was unhappy. I knew i have to leave her. Then I did but came running back because I don't know how to be alone. I'm scared. I love her too. I'm so confused. She doesn't want me back because of my shortcomings too. I respect her decision and thank her for standing firm. I can't do that for myself. But every time, i came back and take my words again to beg her to accept me. It was so toxic and annoying. I couldn't stop. Until now I am confused. I never felt anger towards her despite everything she made me feel. I too was very shitty to her. My friends told me I should be mad because of the abuse, but i really don't know. I have a poor judgement. I just want things to end. I want to skip to the part that i am okay. Can someone help me?
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