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Lets try this out! Diary Entry 1
Journals & Diaries / by aquaWriter5381
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 April 28th, 2021
...See more So, I decided to start this diary thing. Let's see how it goes. Every day I get up and I have my coffee and I write in my journal. But I decided to try doing this entry and actually posting it. People might be interested in how I'm feeling or what I have to say or they can relate to whatever it is that I have going on. I am in a relationship, married for almost 10 years. I have 3 boys. One is mine, one is his, one is ours. Just been going through a lot with everything, with my husband, my kids, myself, I just don't know how I'm feeling these days. I just feel so like overwhelmed, so different, so tired of all the bullshit that's going on around me. My husband and I have been having a hard time with trust, intimacy, communication, lack of attention, disrespect. I'm really trying but sometimes I feel like I check out, like I don't want to deal with this crap anymore and tired. All I want at this point in my life is peace. I don't want confrontation, I don't want to be spoken to like I'm a little kid, I don't want to be reprimanded or scolded, and that's how I feel like he treats me like everything I do is wrong, look what I am doing wrong, you didn't do this, you didn't do that, like I'm just so ungrateful for everything that he does and just tired of it like you can't realize all the stuff that I do. Just tired! I don't want to do this anymore. My kids too I feel like there just ungrateful. I feel so disconnected to everybody in my family right now and it's a little heartbreaking. I know I can change things but I just wish we were more connected doing things together. Maybe it's something that I need to work on.. start planning a little, a couple of activities, just putting them on the calendar for us to do as a family... connect more. Just want them to take the time out to make sure I'm good, make sure I'm OK. I want my husband to want me. I want him to want to put his arm around me, hold me, kiss me, hug me. He says is stress that makes him moody or whatever it is. I just feel like I need a little more adventure in my life, little more excitement.
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Hi Everybody
35 & Over Community / by aquaWriter5381
Last post
 May 4th, 2021
...See more Hello. I'm a 39 y/o female. Nice to be here and meet you all. Im a wife and mother of 3 young men. I joined just to have someone to talk to, to listen, to give me their honest opinion about the chaos going on in my life. Hope to chat with some of you soon.
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