Hey good to know you are actually making an effort to make yourself a better person in every possible way. I may not be a perfect person but i am a good listener, not everyone can relate to your problems because you and only you are capable of making yourself better in the end. I went through a hard time too and am trying still to make it better, probably listening to you can help us both achieve a little part of what's missing. I will listen to anything you have to say and will try to make it better in every possible way i can. You can reach me if i am online or leave a message when i am not here!