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Self-Harm Recovery / by averageJoe136
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 May 13th, 2023
...See more So when I get down and feel like the world if better off without me I tend to get rather wreckless. For the first bit of my bad episodes I cut or burn myself and then I moved into seeing how far I can push the limits on the roads near me by driving as fast as I can get the truck and not letting up typically ends in me almost wrecking through the 3 mile stretch of curves and sitting at the end of the straight away looking at the oak tree on the other side wondering if I just want to go ahead and end it that way or find a other way. I went to do it last night and stopped right before the tree and cried myself to sleep because I didn't know what else to do. I don't want to leave my friends the way I've been left but I can't be happy right now no matter how hard I try.
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