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Just loneliness
Friendship Support / by awesometalk742
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 October 4th, 2025
...See more Okay, so i feel loneliness. Usually 24*7 even when i am sleeping there are thoughts going on of it and most of the dreams i get are where i do have friends or maybe a good relationship or connection with someone which sometimes makes my head ache. I usually do feel loneliness like i don't have anyone but sometimes especially at night it gets so intense, that it's unbearable. I tries to talk with some of the listeners here and it doesn't help but it calms down it a little that it becomes bearable. Though, i am lonely and at the same time i hate people. I don't like em most of them, no. But some i do and if they happens to be my friends, i posses a very deep affection towards them. And all of this is actually interfering alot even with my daily tasks. I don't feel interested in actually living like this but but but at the same time this pain is comforting to me. Sometimes when i feel numb, i miss the loneliness so bad. It's actually so calming sometimes, like happiness consumes alot of energy whereas this doesn't consume that much...idk what i am doing with my life, but I don't wanna live like this. Neither i wanna let go of this "loneliness" i am not sure if this is even loneliness or it's something else. Oops, that's all i think.
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