Just loneliness
Okay, so i feel loneliness. Usually 24*7 even when i am sleeping there are thoughts going on of it and most of the dreams i get are where i do have friends or maybe a good relationship or connection with someone which sometimes makes my head ache. I usually do feel loneliness like i don't have anyone but sometimes especially at night it gets so intense, that it's unbearable. I tries to talk with some of the listeners here and it doesn't help but it calms down it a little that it becomes bearable. Though, i am lonely and at the same time i hate people. I don't like em most of them, no. But some i do and if they happens to be my friends, i posses a very deep affection towards them. And all of this is actually interfering alot even with my daily tasks. I don't feel interested in actually living like this but but but at the same time this pain is comforting to me. Sometimes when i feel numb, i miss the loneliness so bad. It's actually so calming sometimes, like happiness consumes alot of energy whereas this doesn't consume that much...idk what i am doing with my life, but I don't wanna live like this. Neither i wanna let go of this "loneliness" i am not sure if this is even loneliness or it's something else. Oops, that's all i think.
You are not alone anymore I am here with you.
@awesometalk742 I can relate to you 🤍 You're not alone in this, and you truly matter ❤️ Sending you lots of love🐾💕
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Hello, I am going through a lot of stress, can you talk with me ?
Hello, I am going through a lot of stress, can you talk with me ?
I feel the same way, honestly. I'm not sure if I feel as comforted from the loneliness, but I get what you mean, it's like it's the only thing to hold onto, when nothing else is, huh? And yeah, I get it, wanting friends, but good people who can relate to us, I've stayed with people for longer than thirteen years, but none of them are my friends, and they're not great people, I mostly step away because of their shallow personality and narrow mindedness. The kind of loneliness where you've outgrown the people around you sneaks up really bad, atleast that's how it is for me. I'm new here, actually, and I came here looking for a friend too. Not having one has been making me feel low and stopping me from doing the simple responsibility of studying I have as a student. Reading the “Happiness consumes a lot of energy” part was a bit confusing to me, but I get it now, because friendships can be demanding sometimes, or maybe you're talking about getting tired of high energy interactions, or maybe just the comfort zone we have now after being lonely for so long? Correct me if I'm wrong, though, I'm just guessing. I would be more than happy to find a friend too. If you answer back, we can get to know eachother or talk about this specific experiences, or maybe intrests or hobbies, or whatever you like, and see if it works out? 💝🙃
I haven't been busy lately, haven't even been doing my own daily tasks either, if you feel like reaching out and answering, don't second guess it, I'm always lurking around 👾👻
Only if you feel like it, ofcourse. No pressure! ❣️
I feel the same way, honestly. I'm not sure if I feel as comforted from the loneliness, but I get what you mean, it's like it's the only thing to hold onto, when nothing else is, huh? And yeah, I get it, wanting friends, but good people who can relate to us, I've stayed with people for longer than thirteen years, but none of them are my friends, and they're not great people, I mostly step away because of their shallow personality and narrow mindedness. The kind of loneliness where you've outgrown the people around you sneaks up really bad, atleast that's how it is for me. I'm new here, actually, and I came here looking for a friend too. Not having one has been making me feel low and stopping me from doing the simple responsibility of studying I have as a student. Reading the “Happiness consumes a lot of energy” part was a bit confusing to me, but I get it now, because friendships can be demanding sometimes, or maybe you're talking about getting tired of high energy interactions, or maybe just the comfort zone we have now after being lonely for so long? Correct me if I'm wrong, though, I'm just guessing. I would be more than happy to find a friend too. If you answer back, we can get to know eachother or talk about this specific experiences, or maybe intrests or hobbies, or whatever you like, and see if it works out? 💝🙃
I haven't been busy lately, haven't even been doing my own daily tasks either, if you feel like reaching out and answering, don't second guess it, I'm always lurking around 👾👻
Only if you feel like it, ofcourse. No pressure! ❣️