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balsamicvin3gar
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vinegar........................ 🤤
PathStep 1 Compassion hearts37 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes22 Current upvotes22 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2026 Member sinceOctober 24, 2026
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i go really good with salads and stuff ig.

just call me vinny
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TW: Self Harm
Self-Harm Recovery / by balsamicvin3gar
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 3 days ago
...See more i want to hurt more, actually. i realised i don't deserve to stop hurting.
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kitty
Depression Support / by balsamicvin3gar
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 Thursday
...See more i really want a cat. i'll probably never have one in my lifetime. cats are not as loved as dogs are. i'm too broke to have one anyways.
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cat photos i found on the internet
Positivity & Gratitude / by balsamicvin3gar
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 Thursday
...See more thank u for looking
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TW: Suicidal ideation
Depression Support / by balsamicvin3gar
Last post
 Wednesday
...See more i don't think there will be many people attending my funeral. it's pretty much a rite of passage for someone who doesn't go out and speak to anyone. i don't try very hard to be likable because it's an exhausting endeavour to get people to like a version of you that doesn't really exist. the friends i had before don't really talk to me anymore, which is my own fault for growing distant. not even my family likes me that much. i feel like some people dislike me for how i'm always sitting around and not even try at my life. i would take some steps like going to therapy, going to career counseling, and using friendship apps like Meetup, but it all goes down the drain when i can't find any meaning in it. it's all wasted effort when i can't get myself to stop doomscrolling and do something productive instead. it's all meaningless if i still can't get anyone to care. so why try? why try when i sit here and waste my life? do i deserve a life? to the little people that do still speak to me, i hope you don't miss me too much. i never had anything somebody would miss. it won't be today, but someday, i'll be brave enough to leave.
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TW: Self Harm
Self-Harm Recovery / by balsamicvin3gar
Last post
 Tuesday
...See more if my marks are more visible, will someone notice? will someone care and will someone finally speak to me kindly again? no wonder why nobody checks up on me anymore. i have no one but my own company again. i don't even know if i should ever show my face to anyone again.
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