I’m here to further support my recovery and growth. I am getting professional help and have an amazing support network. But my support network can’t be with me at six in the morning when I’m freaking out. I thought being part of a community where people have shared experiences would be helpful. Hi!

I’m going through extreme betrayal trauma. My spouse has apparently been living a double life for our entire marriage. And instead of working on fixing the problems, they doubled down, increasing their lying, control, and abusive measures. It’s been destabilizing and difficult to cope.

When I feel normal, I like to read, and I like to run and I like to spend time quietly. I also like grade one on one time with close friends. I love my dogs. I’m constantly grateful and extremely fortunate.