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struggling with depression!!!!!!!! blehhh 

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i am stumbling through life
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 June 29th, 2025
...See more hi everyone i am new here you can call me Sky i wrote a poem and i wanted to share. just as a warning it is kind of depressing here it is "i am stumbling through life" i set out to be the perfect human.  i wanted to be real and i wanted to be chaotic, i wanted to feel the lows and the highs, but i wanted to be in control; to write my own story  already knowing each outcome. i am stumbling through life. i wanted to write my character arcs, wanted to plan them all out, wanted to know where things would lead me so i never begun. i wanted to be confident and self-assured. i saw myself as fragile and anxious. i wanted my disability to empower me i wanted to carve a life that worked for me i wanted something to change, for my life to click into place,      but how could i ever know how? i shut out what hadn’t worked— everything— but then i was utterly alone. i wanted to build something new, but i felt it was already broken.  i wanted to understand myself, but i forgot who i was.  i wanted to be perfect,  but i was breaking inside and i tried so hard,  but i didn’t know what i wanted.
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