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Trying to figure out if it’s just Loneliness
Depression Support / by bestPineapple8897
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 December 23rd, 2022
...See more Recently I started feeling worse than I normally would. I guess everyone feels lonely sometimes but I think it’s more than just loneliness at this point. Im pretty young to have gone through as much as I have, my freshman year of HighSchool I was pulled out of school halfway and got homeschooled, and I think that’s where it sort of started for me. I was cut off from basically the entire world, i feel at least, I was bullied in middle school and everything got better in HS but as I said I was pulled out. I struggled really hard with sadness but my friends helped with that at the time, as time went by I lost basically all my friends. Around the same time I had a close family member die so that made me feel worse. Few months later I was still sad and another family member I was close to died. At the time it felt like anything good in my life was being taken. Slowly I thought things were getting better but then I found out my dad was cheating on my mom. That’s what destroyed the little happiness I felt, he had been my light through all the darkness around me. Now that was 3-4 years ago and im still hurt about it but I feel I got better. I have a boyfriend and we’ve been together since before I found out the stuff about my dad. He was the only person I seen everyday but still I felt alone. I ended up moving across the country and we’ve had a long distance relationship. He came to see me 2 months ago but after he left, omg, it has been the worst. It’s like all the loneliness I had felt came back, if I would sleep all day I would. I’ve never been diagnosed with depression or anxiety or anything like that but the sadness I’ve felt recently is like nothing I’ve ever felt. I stopped working after he left bc of the sadness. It’s been hard to leave my bed, to brush my teeth or shower, even eat. I don’t know what’s going on with me and I feel so stressed out about it.
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