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Relationship Stress / by bitia
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 September 25th, 2021
...See more I have complex ptsd after surviving horror. Since then I am always emotionally occupied with unavailable men. they want relationships and don’t want them and we go on spiraling messages and on/ off. even though I know I use this to distract me from the real trauma, the pain of this rejections and the withdrawal once we finally breakup really adds up to my already painful and lonely life. last one, lasted 7 month. I developed such crush/obsession over my best friend. He says it is only close friendship I say it is not. We go on this path over and over. Today, he asks for a week to think. I feel abandoned and anxious and text him compulsively. Then I feel ashamed for doing so. This him asking for a week, imagine if he break up with me how I will spiral. I know that will happen as long as I am avoiding my actual traumas. But facing my actual traumatic experiences is far more scary than a bad romance
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