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blueAcai1067
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Vaping :/
Addiction Support / by blueAcai1067
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 October 23rd, 2021
...See more The other day, I bought a vape, because I have really bad anxiety and I get irritated easily, but now I really regret it. I only used it no more than three times, but it already feels like I am addicted to it, and how I see it, I used it 3 times to many. I don't want to, but it's like I have to if I don't want to go insane, but I can't because I really don't want to get addicted (although I could already be) to the vape. I'm going to throw it away, and I'm going to try to use healtheir ways to cope with anxiety and other stuff, rather than using nicotine, but I'm just scared that the bad side effects of quitting are going to be obvious, even though I haven't used it that much. I can't really be upset about it if the effects do show, but at least I learned about how addictive it is first hand, to some degree I guess, and how it can make your mental bad when you don't have it (again, to some degree).
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What should I do in this scenario? TW Abuse.
Family & Caregivers / by blueAcai1067
Last post
 July 1st, 2021
...See more Trigger Warning: Abuse mainly I don't know what to do, because it's family and I don't want to paint my family as bad, but I think what im about to say just might. I'm scared of my family, and I don't feel like I belong in this family. I only really remember bad memories, with the exception of one or two from my childhood with my family. Even in recent times, it's kind of hard to remember good times in my family, because all of my memories have to deal with family members arguing, getting into physical fights, and family members trying to kill one another, quite literally. It doesn't help that I've been told that I'm faking my mental illness, or anything that I get worried about with my health tends to get ignored, so I don't really do self care, because I don't know how to take care of myself in that sense. That being said, I have been hit and stuff like that, because of the fact that I wasn't passing one or two classes and a family member has threatened me before, and I really want to tell my therapist, but at the moment I don't have enough money to move out, as well as I want my mom to come with me to, because they kind of manipulate her as well, to an extent, and I get worried about her a lot. Not only that, but she's the only person that I feel comfortable coming out to as bisexual and trans (trans masc), but I just don't want her to tell anyone else in the family, as they aren't as accepting. I'm also 18, so I can leave at any moment, but like I said, I don't have the funds at the moment. I really don't know what to do, and being in the house that I'm in is really mentally draining, and I'm just tired. Also, sorry if this wasn't in the right forum.
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