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blueMelon4412
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Sexual Assault
20 & Over / by blueMelon4412
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 May 24th, 2024
...See more I’m not sure if I was sexually assaulted… 4 years ago when I was 16 I gave oral sex to this guy. I did consent in fact it was my idea. However during it I kept being hesitant and I know he got irritated with me because I was not pleasing him apparently. I was inexperienced and regretful of what I was doing. All I remember is I had stopped for a second and was sitting on the floor and he put it in my mouth and started to very aggressively thrust his you know what down my throat at the same time he was holding my head and pushing it down. all I remember is I had tears coming out my eyes and snot coming out my nose. However I never stopped any of it and just let it happen. I believe what made it stop was when I almost puked and I think he either let go or I pushed him off it’s kinda cloudy. Then I was coughing my lungs out and I just heard him laughing at me. Best part of the story is he told people I sucked him off and people at school made fun of me lol. Reason why I’m asking this is because I had told my mom recently but never the details or the part where I was a willingly participant and I felt I lied to her because it wasn’t totally assault ? I don’t know and I’m confused. Either way maybe he was just an ***. Please help.
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