Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
Feel better with online therapy Professional, confidential and affordable. Start today
blueMelon7112
1 92 M Embraced
PathStep 1 Compassion hearts7 Forum posts1 Forum upvotes2 Current upvotes2 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2021 Member sinceMarch 5, 2021
Bio
Recent forum posts
blueMelon7112 profile picture
Loneliness is suffocating
Depression Support / by blueMelon7112
Last post
 March 17th, 2021
...See more Hi I’m new here. I was looking in to going back to therapy but its not an option for me financially so I thought i could give this a try. I have two kids and a husband but every day i feel this weight if loneliness. My kids love me out of nee/obligation and my husband loves me because of what i do for him as do my friends and family. Ive never felt genuine love from anyone ever in my life. I really believe that I am one of those people who is meant to be alone. I have dreams of just leaving one day and never telling anyone where i am and never contacting anyone again. Just work and go home. My love for my kids stops me from doing that. I could never leave them. But as they get older their need for me lessens as does their obligatory love. Once they are older and realize their lives are better without me i will probably move away where noone can find me.
Search more from @blueMelon7112
Talk to an expert therapist
Hello, I’m Heather. 😊👋🏼 I’m here to provide a warm, safe, and...
Talk to Heather Now
Badges & Awards
5 total badges
Hand Shake Linked First Post Reaching out First Compassion
Report an issue
Considering therapy? Talk to a licensed therapist, wherever you are. Get started
Feel better with online therapy Professional, confidential and affordable. Start today