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bluePlum5902
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When does it end?!
Depression Support / by bluePlum5902
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 February 12th, 2021
...See more When does the loneliness end? When will I be able to get a good night sleep? When will I be able to fall asleep without crying? Does this actually go away for good? Or am I going to be on a constant rollercoaster my whole life? One minute I'm fine and next minute I'm sad, lonely and crying. I could be fine for about 6 months and then bam!! Depression and anxiety and everything that comes with it comes and smashes anything good. If this is going to be my life, I don't want it ✌️
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Scared of what could happen
Trauma Support / by bluePlum5902
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 March 1st, 2021
...See more I was raped when I was a child and now that I have children of my own I am so scared that someone will get to them and I will have failed at protecting my babies. This keeps me up at night and I cry so much over this. I can't ever let anyone get close to me because I'm scared that I will let in the wrong person and that wrong person might be a peadophile. I am a single mother and I have absolutely no friends at all and because I don't want to let anyone get close to my children, I don't make new friends or go on dates because I already know I can never bring anyone new around my kids so I just don't bother. I get really lonely though! When I'm lonely these thoughts and fears come up and that's when I cry like a little baby. Just quietly in bed by myself with absolutely no one to lean on. I'm struggling! 😭
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