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blueRaspberries6955
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Anxiety Support / by blueRaspberries6955
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 July 8th, 2025
...See more Hello! So I just joined because I feel like I can get no more like this. I have anxiety and Idk if it is serious I have never had the opportunity to be diagnosed, mostly because of money I couldn't afford. It is just I feel so tired of everything and I'm just 24, it just doesn't make sense to me. I have tried to live the perfect life, doing what I thought everyone, my parents, family, expected out of me. Now, I graduated from university and I'm working from home and well that's the best thing that could ever happen because I'm living the dream, right? I always dreamed of no having to go to work or interact with people, because I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety. The thing is I'm not ok. I wake up everyday and sit at my computer and I just feel empty. I'm not enjoying my life. And just after work I have to keep up with my classes for my major. And I have been having such a bad time that I'm getting behind at work and classes, and now it is just piling one thing over the other. I'm feeling trapped. I want to escape my mind. Just wish I could stop thinking and have a momnet of peace. I always felt this anxiety. I have panic attacks when I have meetings, presentations. And I was able to get through it because I hoped once I finished high school I would like university, but wrong. Once I finish university I would be happy working, well guess what? Wrong, again. So, seeing the pattern is not the life I'm living but how I'm looking at it. But I don't know how to look at it in another perspective. I feel lost and empty. I just can't continue living like this 'cause I'm turning into a sad and angry person that I dont want to be.
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