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blueflower999
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I feel crazy. I don’t feel like myself.
Relationship Stress / by blueflower999
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 December 4th, 2021
...See more I’m 20 years old. My now ex boyfriend of 3 years broke up with me a week ago. I have reasons to leave it be, plenty. He broke up with me multiple times, like 3 times that lasted more than a few days. He cheated on me. Constantly put me down. Didn’t appreciate I bought him his first car then helped him buy his 2nd one. He made me just feel truly bad when I think about it. Yet I find myself wishing he chased me or begged for me back. I find myself literally dropping everything and finding him in person, to talk. I’m not even sure what I want to talk about. I wish he begged me I wish I could see him suffer over me. But he seems perfectly fine. In fact it seems like he’s just going to casually start meeting up with new females. Why do I feel so crazy for someone who has done me so wrong? Why do I feel hope for a relationship that has turned me into someone I don’t want to be? (Edited by @CheeryMango to remove expletives)
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