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bluey999
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts11 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes4 Current upvotes4 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2025 Member sinceFebruary 9, 2025
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Day 2
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by bluey999
Last post
 April 2nd, 2025
...See more Day 2 sober of a habit I’ve had for 3-4 years. Being that I’m nineteen it feels alot longer. I know that it’s encouraged to find support and to reach out to those around you, However, I keep getting signs to keep this private I’ve tried to get sober in the past and then told people around me prematurely. I don’t really want their energy with it. For those who want me to get sober, they’ll get really excited, And for those who are in the daily habit like me, they won’t understand.
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I never thought it was bad
Addiction Support / by bluey999
Last post
 March 3rd, 2025
...See more I was told to come therapy by one of my closest friends after they asked for time away from me. I always prided myself on being a good friend, and yet somewhere through the years of our friendship i stepped on her toes. She said my drug use was a big part of why she needed time away from me. We live in different country’s and i never thought it affected her?? So here I am. I could so easily fall back into self deprecating patterns but i refuse because how i talk and love myself is in a really good place and has been for a while. And I don’t want to disrespect and be mean to myself for losing her. I’m so so so sad I lost her but I can’t just sit here and blame myself. I have to grow and let her go and let her come back when she wants. But god I’m angry and confused and hurt and i want to be better but i also don’t want her to only come back when i’m better and she can have that part of me. UGH. I got off topic. I’m hurt and i’m reacting in ways i normally wouldn’t and I see that. I just wish i could be impartial but im to hurt to be. Anyway if you’re still reading this, I got off topic abit aye. Thanks for listening ahahah
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