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A man named Blake trying to get though the day in his life.

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How can I get her to truly trust me again
Relationship Stress / by blwilliams
Last post
 December 10th, 2023
...See more Hello all, I hope you are all having a good day! Last night, while me and my fiancé were finishing supper, a massage came up on my phone, on ***, saying that someone messaged me. This person who messaged, I only started to get to know this week. Some backstory, I’m a man who has always had issues with making or having friends. The only person I have in my life is my fiance. I never had friends for longer than a few months except in school, but all these friends are gone. I decided because I feel so lonely for a PLATONIC friend, to go into a group of people online looking for new friends. I started chatting to one, and talked on ***. back to the story.. my fiancé finds out of this person. One issue is that she doesn’t know this person. Because in the past we fought about me talking to people she doesn’t know, that I shouldn’t do it again, which I promised.. but I did it again wrongfully. This person who came up was a female.. not a male. I have also met males from there to, but female was the main drawing point, plus her being unaware I was looking for new platonic friends. after that, she got into a huge fight with me. Swearing, mean words thrown at me, some physicality towards me even. Trying to kick me out because she thought I’m cheating and not being trustworthy. I tried to tell her the entire truth as to why I was seeking out new platonic friends.. just to vent and talk about daily life, separately than what I would to her because sometimes I sadly felt that if I told her about my issues, my issues never ever got solved. Now I really want her to get trust in me back.. and I feel it will never happen and because I did wrongfully, that I’ll never be hers again. What should I do.. I’m desperate and love her for all my life and my heart and never wanted to ever break her heart. I never want to break our relationship, never want to flirt with others or talk to others sexually or romantically. I just want her and I love her to infinity…
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