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bnezuko
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Personality Disorders Support / by bnezuko
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 July 23rd, 2021
...See more i’m not completely sure what to say here lmao, bpd is just eating me up. i’ve been lashing out a lot lately, it’s not me. it’s like i black out and say/do hurtful things to the people i love. i honestly don’t even remember half the shit i say because it really isn’t me. it’s like as soon as i start getting upset someone just takes control and makes me mean and bitter. i hate when i become that person because it weighs on me so much. i used to be depressed, in and out of hospitals but i got better, i became the best version of myself for so so long and i just feel like i’m taking 3 steps back everytime i tend to get mad and lash out. i don’t want to completely lose myself again mostly because i found hope tonight, i was the happiest i had been for a long time and i don’t want to let that go. i don’t know how this app works so excuse me if i’m doing this wrong 😭
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