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Everything seems impossible: tiredness and lack of motivation
Depression Support / by bollieocp
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 June 5th, 2018
...See more Feeling things are really difficult right now. I'm exhausted, mentally rather than physically, but I feel incapable of doing anything. I know it's depression, but it's hard to try and get on with my life when I feel like this. I keep running through my head things that I feel like I did wrong and feeling so guilty and physically sick about it. Things seem to be going ok, objectively, with my life, but I keep envisaging what could happen that would ruin everything, how everything could easily just crumble. I'm so alone, my family don't live in the same country and I feel like the internet is all I have. I keep trying to put things into perspective but it's so hard and is just exhausting me. I feel like I'm just not good enough, I can't even manage to stay awake long enough to do anything sensible with my day. I keep trying to plan things, things I know I like to do, but I'm never able to do them because I just don't have the energy. My life seems so pointless right now
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