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bollybasket
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PathStep 20 Compassion hearts8 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes0 Current upvotes0 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2020 Member sinceApril 23, 2016
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Relapsing and Terrified
Depression Support / by bollybasket
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April 24th, 2016
...See more At the start of 2016 I finally admitted to having depression. I began to see a councillor, went on medication and began to feel the best I had in years. In the last two weeks I began feeling off however, and it's completely snowballed in the last few days. I've began isolating everyone, oversleeping and getting trapped in my thoughts. I feel terrified and defeated.
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Laying it all out
Depression Support / by bollybasket
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April 24th, 2016
...See more Since I was young I always felt that I was different. Or weird. Or maybe both. I felt that I had different thoughts to everybody else. I think the first time that might have hinted at me having depression was when I was 16 and my first boyfriend broke up with me and I proceeded to hurt friends, drink too much and act recklessly. When I was 19 and started college I decided I hated my course and wanted to drop out. I drank so I would black out. I eventually dropped out of college. During Christmas 2015 age 23, I felt the worst id ever felt in my life. I felt abandoned and betrayed by a boy I had fallen in love with. My college results were poor. Sleeping became impossible and my diet was appalling. I eventually went to a councillor January passed and it was the biggest turn around in my life. I'm worried at the moment that I may be experiencing a relapse but I'm determined to be in control of it this time.
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