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...See more Hi, I was in a really toxic relationship for about 3 years and it ended really badly in May. It's been about 6 months now and i'm still in a really bad place. I constantly think about suicide, my ex and the things she's doing and the things she did to me. She had a very troubled past that included prostitution at a young age, drugs and alcohol. When we met, she said that i was the reason she could change for the better, and because i was in love with her, i believed her. The first 6 months of the relationship was long distance as i had to move to a diff state but we did well in keeping in contact. She cheated repeatedly while i was away. She contributed to prostitute and do drugs, before being sent to a diff state by the family members she was living with. She told me she wanted to kill her self so i brought her to live with me. As we lived together, a lot of things from her past came up and i decided to forgive her and help her become a better person, because that's what she said she wanted. From December 2018 to May 2019, She decided to work as a prostitute again, and cheated on me repeatedly. This was the girl i lost my virginity to and proposed to. I've since quit my job, been arrested for fighting one of the guys she slept with and have been a complete mess ever since. I still love her i think, but i know i probably shouldn't. I don't know what to do, i cry everyday and i just wanna be saved at this point

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