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...See more Hi, I’m 21. All my life, I’ve never been allowed to express anything to my parents. Whenever I expressed anything (good/bad) I was shut down and sent to my room to ‘study’. most of it was because my parents over expect. They expect me to do good academically and in every other aspect. I’ve tried to keep up to their expectations. Many a times I’ve achieved things which has not been common in my age group but I’ve been made to feel like I wasn’t enough. All my life, I’ve dealt with anxiety on my own. I’ve never been allowed to express what I feel and that’s made me cry myself to sleep almost everyday. Up to date, I’m trash talked everyday, made to feel I’m not good enough, doubted what I do and when I actually do something, I’ve just been mocked for underachieving (but it’s not actually underachieving and I’m only realising that now). a realistic option is that I’m 21 and I must walk out and live my own life. But how? I’m just 21. I can’t afford to stay out on my own especially when I have no job (my parents even made me reject an offer I had a year ago) I’m just scared and tired of what I have to go through every single day I think I’m losing how I feel, I can’t even cry entirely nowadays. i have a constant heavy feeling in my heart and a clouded feeling in my head. i need someone to help me… please..

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