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brightCucumber5948
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Bisexual struggles
Relationship Stress / by brightCucumber5948
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 October 24th, 2025
...See more Lately I have been finding it difficult to be bi-curious. I have desire to be intimate with both males and females and even with both at the same time. But my upbringing was very traditional and monogamous. It has taken a lot of self love to even try to explore my bi-curiosities and it has been difficult learning how to go about it. It seems like most of our society is doesn’t do these things so it has been hard finding partners and so far impossible to find multiple partners to all be intimate together. I have also been exploring non monogamy in the process and have learned that there is a lot more communication and emotions involved. All of the emotions might be the most difficult. It seems like things would probably be way easier if I was heterosexual but I’ve tried that and wasn’t happy. I was hoping the bisexual grass would be greener but looks like I went from brown heterosexual grass over to browner bisexual grass. My question is- does the brown bisexual grass get greener over time or should I just give up and become a monk?
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