Bisexual struggles
Lately I have been finding it difficult to be bi-curious. I have desire to be intimate with both males and females and even with both at the same time. But my upbringing was very traditional and monogamous. It has taken a lot of self love to even try to explore my bi-curiosities and it has been difficult learning how to go about it. It seems like most of our society is doesn’t do these things so it has been hard finding partners and so far impossible to find multiple partners to all be intimate together.
I have also been exploring non monogamy in the process and have learned that there is a lot more communication and emotions involved. All of the emotions might be the most difficult. It seems like things would probably be way easier if I was heterosexual but I’ve tried that and wasn’t happy. I was hoping the bisexual grass would be greener but looks like I went from brown heterosexual grass over to browner bisexual grass. My question is- does the brown bisexual grass get greener over time or should I just give up and become a monk?
@brightCucumber5948
I can't honestly see you becoming a monk 😁
But while the grass is never greener on the other side.
Sexuality is about exploring what feels good for you.
Not rushing into something.
Or putting pressure on a situation.
Things like this happen organically.
Some people would be into this vibe, others not so much.
Start socialising and seeing what works for you 💜💕
Thanks Amanda84
It’s been hard finding people though cause I am not that vocal about it yet. I’ve only been telling people I trust which are few. So idk, I’ll probably have to get more comfortable about being more out about it in certain settings. I also have reservations cause I have a professional job
@brightCucumber5948
It's not something I would rush into. Ease your way into learning more about what you like and don't like, no rush, no pressure, and you are very welcome 💜💕