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brightEyes5045
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Not all mothers care about their children.
Trauma Support / by brightEyes5045
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 August 16th, 2023
...See more I never felt love from my mom, i can’t remember a moment when i felt like i have a good loving mother, she would hit me so violently for the smallest things, i remember once she was hitting me with a thin cable because i ate a egg i wasn’t supposed to eat, she would force me to shut my mouth the moment i try to speak, she wouldn’t mind if other kids hurt me, she would side with them, she would say the most hurtful things even tho i was the perfect daughter who was good student, raised her little brother and cleaned the house every day. Anyway she was abusing me physically and mentally and crushed every piece of confidence i had in me and that made me struggle with self esteem now that I’m an adult. However the love that I didn’t get, other kids got. When we used to go to my aunt’s house for example , she would forget that she even has a daughter, she would take her sister’s kids and treat them like her own, she would buy them everything they want, hug them, play with them, saying nice things to them and showing them the affection that i never experienced. Now that I’m becoming an adult These feelings of hurt became anger, she’s still abusing me mentally and acting like I’m not even her daughter, and she still treat other children a lot better than she used to do to us, and i can’t seem to get over it even tho I’m all grown up now.
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