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brokenHalos2807
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PathStep 9 Compassion hearts22 Forum posts4 Forum upvotes10 Current upvotes10 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2023 Member sinceSeptember 24, 2022
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Why can't I just have a normal day...
Depression Support / by brokenHalos2807
Last post
 November 5th, 2022
...See more I wake up, it feels like a good day. I go to school, everyone's fighting, my friends broke up, I failed my tests. I go home, there's no food in the fridge, my mom's too busy to notice me, my sisters too perfect to care. I go to bed, I can't sleep, I stay up for hours and hours staring at the ceiling knowing it's the only thing that cares to look me back in my eyes. and if thats not how my day goes, it's something. it's always something. someone has a breakdown, my dad texts me, my mom's mad, my friends sad, I'm tired, I have too many tests that day, something... it's always something. I just want to be normal, have normal happy days, have normal happy friends, have a normal happy life, but I can't and I never will, but it's sad to accept that.
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doctors don't get it, do they
Eating Disorder Support / by brokenHalos2807
Last post
 September 27th, 2022
...See more it's their job to be able to tell you whats wrong, but they only make me feel like I'm the problem. I went in for abdominal pain. then I started not being able to eat. then that turned into throwing up when I eat. then that turned into loosing 25 lbs in a month. then that turned into my liver blood work coming back all sorts of messed up. then that turned into me being sent to Children's Mercy. they keep saying they don't know what's wrong, that I'm being dramatic, that I'm just "another teenage girl with body image issues and I'll get over it because its 'just a phase'". a phase is a six year old girl running around like a dog. a phase is a little boy thinking he's a super hero. a phase isn't slowly dying and no one knowing how to help. this isn't a phase.
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why do I feel like this?
Eating Disorder Support / by brokenHalos2807
Last post
 September 27th, 2022
...See more I don't even understand anymore. sometimes I throw up, sometimes I pass out, sometimes I have a panic attack, sometimes I feel fine. eating is just so... hard. why is it so hard to do something so simple?
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