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brokenmaniac
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I want to get back with my ex girlfriend
Relationship Stress / by brokenmaniac
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 June 13th, 2015
...See more My ex girlfriend and I were pretty serious about our relationship and it hurt me a lot when I realized she was lying to me for a long time because I defended her against everyone, including my own family believing the lies she told me. I would have defended her had she told the truth about stuff which I got to know from her ex boyfriend. Anyway, we had to do long distance immediately after this happened and I had to repress how hurt I was because she was alone in the new place and I didn't want to hurt her. However, after a year and a half I broke down and told her and started dating another girl hoping I'll get better. But I was still in love with my ex girlfriend and eventually I broke my ex's heart when she thought I was cheating on her with this other girl. This is the biggest mistake in my life so far and i desperately want to get back with my ex. I still love her a lot and she makes me feel wonderful about life. I keep my tabs on her through others because she doesn't talk to reply to my texts anymore. She told one of my friends that she has moved on and being single again was the best thing that happened in her life in a long time. I've gone into severe depression and I really want to get back with her because I love her.  I know I'm not painting a clear picture of my situation right now. My apologies. I'm thinking about killing myself because I'm losing it more every day. 
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