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bubbleFriend7900
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PathStep 26 Compassion hearts55 Forum posts8 Forum upvotes15 Current upvotes15 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2021 Member sinceFebruary 19, 2021
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does anyone else do this?
Trauma Support / by bubbleFriend7900
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March 12th, 2021
...See more I lie about who sexually abuses and physically abuses me. I say that it was a family friend or member or I am vague about who did it. I do this bc the guy who does this to me is my brother and I feel gross and embarrassed about it. He still assaults me on and off. but I am too afraid to tell people who really is the person who does it. I also want to get out of the house but can't bc my parents are so controlling.
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Some of my thoughts of myself at the moment
Trauma Support / by bubbleFriend7900
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March 1st, 2021
...See more I feel repulsed and disgusted with my self and my body. I feel like nobody should ever love me. I just pretty much hate myself. It hurts to know that a family member caused this much pain. I just wanted to write my feelings down because I feel so alone.
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I want to get just tell my story of what happened
Trauma Support / by bubbleFriend7900
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February 19th, 2021
...See more Tw sexual assault and physical abuse I was walking beside him and then he grabbed my wrist. he then dragged me to my room and picked me up to try and put me on my bed. I got on the floor and begged him to leave. he didn't. he got on top of me and shoved his penis, with us both clothed, in me and grinded on me. I moved to my backside up and he started pushing inside me anally still with clothes on. and told me it's okay and I tried to get away and did. and he tried to pull my pants down and failed he then rubbed himself and left. He has over the years done things like this and flashes me. he touches my boobs and ass and grabs my throat and kisses me without my permission. He has tried to rape me a couple of times. he has hit me on multiple occasions. The worst time it happened my mouth was bleeding everywhere. I want to just get my story out bc I am can barely sleep and I have flashbacks. I just want to feel like I am not alone. Thank you for reading to the end.
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