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bunnielover948
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Hoi! Bunnie here! I love reading and writing. I'm a big fan of anime.

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Trauma Support / by bunnielover948
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 March 7th, 2017
...See more I'm currently 15 and when I was 5 years old, I was nearly choked to death in my school bathroom by another girl two years older than me. I don't know why she choked me, I don't even remember knowing her. And you would think school would be the best place for a 5 yr old because they have yet to know bullying, smoking, drugs, or guys. They only have happiness and friends. That day still affects me to this day. What's worse is my parents (mostly my mom, I don't think my dad knows) that say that I'm being overdramatic about me remembering this girl and hating her, about how I let it affect me so much, that I just need to let it go. Well I can't because I can't help it that everytime I hear the word "choke" or see someone on tv being choked I instantly remember that she, that girl, looked like she was never going to stop until someone showed up, which thankfully someone did! But what's worse is the thought I have when I remember that moment. I didn't see what happened through my own eyes, I see myself in those memories like the girl had already killed me before someone showed up and I was a ghost, I'm sorry if that sounds crazy, but I can't help it when I remember that event I think I've died and all the things from then on where just an illusion. My friends and family just know that I've been choked to near death when I was young, but they didn't know everything else. It's been bothering me for so long to share this with someone...anyone.
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