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I have my life and myself
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 May 23rd
...See more I hate my life. I’m 25 years old. I already got married and I’m expecting a child. They are the two biggest mistakes of my life. Irreversible mistakes. There’s nothing that can be done about them. I was very, very stupid. I wish there were a RESET button to restore my whole life. But there isn’t. You can’t go back. It’s a cage forever. I’m full of regret. I don’t feel like talking to anyone anymore. I don’t feel like seeing anyone anymore. I wish I could disappear into nothingness. I wish all of this were just a bad dream and that tomorrow everything would vanish. I’ve ruined my entire youth. Maybe my whole life. I’ll be forced to do things I don’t want to do, things that don’t interest me. This is not what I imagined. This is not the kind of life a 25-year-old is supposed to have. At this age, people usually think about traveling, pursuing the activities they’re passionate about, doing all the things they dreamed about as kids. Buying their dream car. But of course, nobody can understand this. Everyone is used to monotonous jobs with no stimulation, and they have children just to feel some kind of fulfillment, or out of boredom, because they no longer know what to do with their lives, so children become a goal. I never felt, and still don’t feel, the need to have children. Not even at an older age, let alone now. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want any of this. If I could, I would leave everyone and stay alone with myself, doing my own things without anyone bothering me. At this point, no matter what I do, I won’t get out of this. The cage is closed now… I feel out of place everywhere. Older people look at me strangely because I’ve done all of this at such a young age. People my age do the same…
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