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Depression Support / by cat8265
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 July 22nd, 2021
...See more I’ve suffered from depression since the age of 9. I’m 28 now and I believe my depression has hit a new level. I was in a car accident and next day I went to get checked up, X-ray done and all and everything came back fine. I should be happy about that right? Nope! Instead I was upset that nothing is wrong. I was hoping that Something would be wrong with me to the point it might be terminal. I find myself wishing more harm then good for myself. It’s like I want to finally just be done and gone. It has been eating me up inside since To the point my dreams are about my depression and how I I feel dead on the inside. My last dream was of me looking at myself as if I was watching tv. And all I saw was me with no emotions no life nothing sitting there so lifeless! 😔 I can’t talk to anyone in my life about my feelings. I have put on a happy face for so long that I feel like if I talk to someone they wouldn’t take me seriously. Actually years back i was called a psycho for going to see a therapist on my depression, haven’t gone back since. What is life when this is how it’s gonna be. How can I find the meaning of happiness when all I know is sadness. It sucks!
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