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Does depression ever go away?
Depression Support / by cecials
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 July 29th
...See more As the title goes, does it ever go away? I have been depressed for around 11 years now. I havent been able to get therapy, i have only gotten prescribed antidepressants once but got cut off them after my attempt. I think I get better and think that i was never depressed in the first place and then it comes back and things like going to bed, eating without feeling sick, or just enjoying life just becomes something that i cant do anymore. i feel like i cant get up. I still do and try and be happy but when the act is over i just lay in bed, scroll or just listen to music while thinking about life and the meaning of it. it affects my relationships especially with my fiancee. he wants me tk get better so i can be there for him. weve almost broken up because of me feeling depresssed , suicidal, and even relapsing. he doesnt tell me how he feels anymkre which only makes me feel worse. i feel like depression is ruling my life and i cant ever make it go away. does it ever go away? or do i just learn to live with it. i dont know what to do anymore and i feel stuck. i feel like in a loop of being happy, being depressed, feeling suicidal, to back to feeling happy as if i was faking the whole thing. im lost in my own body and its been happening for years and i just want it to stop.
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