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...See more I have been struggling a lot of paying attention to a lot of details, following instructions and creating fantasies all over my head. When someone talks to me I get lost all the time and my mind just gonna float out of nowhere, when someone gives me instructions I can't catch up no matter how many times they are gonna repeat it. My boyfriend and I fight a lot because he thought I am not always paying attention to him every time he talks but the reality is, it's so hard for me because my mind just go in no where, it's either I am thinking another things like things I did last 5 years ago or things I will do later and even worst if I imagining things that really impossible. It is very intentional. I am very impulsive person and can't even organize things. I am like this since I was 11 years old and I really thought it was just normal. Now, it affects me so much especially in my work. The problem here is, I didn't want to make self diagnosis so what I did was I went to a doctor in one of biggest hospitals here in my city. I spent more than I imagined, but he didn't help me with it nor told me what's the real problem was. He just gave me vitamins c which was so annoying because my problem is my mind. I can buy vitamin c anywhere and anytime. I tried to told him many times about my problem and what he can say but still he kept on insisting me to buy his vitamins c. I was so mad because first, it was way more expensive than I thought and second I didn't have the peace of mind on what's really going on in me. And the sad part is I can't afford to see another doctor again and still I don't have the peace of mind if I have adhd or what and how can I treat this because it's a burden of my daily life.

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